Nishi Selva

Something that I deeply regret and ponder upon often is wishing I had started certain hobbies or habits earlier. I think we have all felt like that at some point, right? Whatever you decide to do to improve your life, career, or simply to enrich your life takes time. Some crafts take time to perfect and I can’t help feeling like I wish I had started soon just so I would be further ahead.

There are also things I want to be really successful at. For example, my YouTube channel. I wanted to start my channel back in 2015 and I just didn’t have the guts then. I bought the camera, the tripod and everything I thought I needed…and I still didn’t start then. Seven years later, I can say I am a YouTuber, but I can’t help but feel so behind everyone.

However, if I look at this from the other side, I don’t think I would have particularly wanted to film the past seven years. It’s been a lot of drama, trauma, emotions, changes and craziness to say the least! It probably wouldn’t have done me any good documenting certain aspects of my life.

I think what I am trying to say is, from now on, I will absolutely not let anything hold me back as the last thing I want to feel is I should have started sooner, however, I also believe everything happens for a reason and I am so glad everything in my life has happened when it did!

I would love to hear about if anyone else has felt this way and about what. Why was it so important to you? Comment below if you would like to share too!

Love Nish x